Well, it's 2:11 AM and Rodney STILL hasn't called! We were supposed to go see Robin Hood: Men in Tights at the campus cinema and WTF? It was a midnight showing and it started at MIDNIGHT!!! We've probably missed the whole thing already, but if he would just call me now, we could probably make the after party at Daniel's house. I guess I could go by myself, but that's NOT the point! I waited for Rodney to call until it was too late to see the movie, and now I feel like I just wasted the whole f*cking night. Have friends really sucks sometimes, doesn't it? *sighs*

I'm sorry guys, I'm depressed and I know I'm showing a bad side of myself tonight, but sometime I just wish someone would look out for my needs. I'm always looking out for Rodney and Alex and Darrius and even Michelle sometimes, but what about me? I mean, Rodney wouldn't have ANY friends if I hadn't introduced him to Mike and all those soccer players! I'm sorry guys, you know I love you all. I just need some time to work this stuff out.

Thanks for reading.

Jonathan